Nights when I can't fall asleep are always tedious. Sometimes they're difficult, but tonight it's not bad things on my mind. Not bad things, just deep, thought-provoking things. I've done the typical things I usually do to occupy myself until I'm sleepy, but tonight that just added fuel to the fire.
I have a job interview for a job I really, really want in less than 2 weeks. I'm very excited, but nervous and anxious as well. I haven't had many other promising inquiries, and if I don't get this job it's going to be very disappointing. It seems just right for me: what I want to do and am capable of doing in the location I want to be in. I'm going to research as much as possible about the company and the position, and try to be my best at the interview.
I've also been thinking a lot about my future. There are very, very exciting things that I am looking forward to. There are also things that will be very difficult. There are certain aspects that I have no control over, and no idea how we'll accomplish that. But as long as I have the one I love by my side, we can make it though. I am about to head straight into the most difficult and rewarding life I could imagine.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Amidst the newness approaching with April 30th, I am facing another new situation: a new car. Alas, on the way to an interview last week, I was in a wreck. I wasn't hurt, but my poor, poor Saturn took the full brunt of the blow. She is totaled. :,( So in the wake of losing my faithful 4 year college companion, I must find another vehicle. I don't have much moo-lah to work with, so I'm going used. Better value for the money anyway. I have a hot lead on a Ford Explorer in Austin. It's maroon. :) And has power petals and leather seats. Fancy! I'm hopefully going to look at it tomorrow. Keep your fingers crossed!