Nights when I can't fall asleep are always tedious. Sometimes they're difficult, but tonight it's not bad things on my mind. Not bad things, just deep, thought-provoking things. I've done the typical things I usually do to occupy myself until I'm sleepy, but tonight that just added fuel to the fire.
I have a job interview for a job I really, really want in less than 2 weeks. I'm very excited, but nervous and anxious as well. I haven't had many other promising inquiries, and if I don't get this job it's going to be very disappointing. It seems just right for me: what I want to do and am capable of doing in the location I want to be in. I'm going to research as much as possible about the company and the position, and try to be my best at the interview.
I've also been thinking a lot about my future. There are very, very exciting things that I am looking forward to. There are also things that will be very difficult. There are certain aspects that I have no control over, and no idea how we'll accomplish that. But as long as I have the one I love by my side, we can make it though. I am about to head straight into the most difficult and rewarding life I could imagine.
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I like to keep up with you by reading your blog. So sorry I missed seeing you when you were home. I am praying for your job interview.
You have written some intriguing things about the "one I love by my side"...it warms my heart. Don't know who he is, but he is a fortunate young man.
Your college years went by much too fast! Reading about how you are facing the future as an adult makes me melancholy: glad for all your opportunities, but nostalgic for the good times in the past.
I hope to see you soon. Don't forget how much you are loved!
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